I did read them bloke, every word,felt insulted again but forgive you.
See I am what I am read and watched in fear for you, no man should stand alone in bad times.
OUG you talk of your parole coming soon, are you unwell? hope not.
You wrongly brand my concerns ,seem to think I am being paternalistic, far from it mate.
I had to be father to my siblings from an early age, then to some of their children, concern for others is not a bad thing.
Remember school yard bully's, some only young but the cruelty?
I stood again them as my younger siblings became targets.
Debate, thoughts, freedom to think as you wish are a given.
But we humans do carry on ,me too, about my side is the right side.
In truth we all get it wrong.
You talk of my ex union official days, OUG you will never know ever how much concern and help not related to work a good one does,the drugs the relation ship break ups the after hours calls from crying women and drunken men.
Do not take my right to care away.

its nothing worth the worry belly

i boycotted docters alltogether 10 years ago
when i went to get a boil lanced
and got a lecture on smoking
[or rather not smoking]

i decided ..when my time is up...its up
and no great loss ..nor any fears

im sorry for making you feel upset
at what you percieve name calling

[my name's.. are spelled wrong ..all the time..
and some of the takes on one under god i have read
..right here on this forum...
[well it dosnt affect me..
so i presumed others ..let it slide as well]

stick and stones rule
[i figured as a former unionist..[able to guts-illy walk onto a worksite and hold the bosses to account..

i just figured [it seems incorrectly]
that you would laugh it off too

as to my health..its going down fast
2 weeks ago when i did my bin dive run, i only needed to rest 4 times
today i had to rest 10 times.. [fell down trying to open the door] then nearly fainted 5 or 6 times and finally collapsed into the shower

anyhow after half an hour i was fully recoverd
and at no time passed out of conciousness

mate smoking is the least of my problems
who knows how i will go next week

[the only sure thing is i will have [then] no tobacco
as the supplier with my cash isnt answering emails]

its funny suzie says get help..
[im presuming see a docter]

because i refuse to see a docter
they cut off paying my disability pension..

[its funny if you think about it]

smoking is the only thing i got left
im only alive because i raid the bins
but it looks like that will kill me ..before smoking does

anyhow next week [arround wed] i start naming names
if im not banned before them

only delivery of my tobacco [or refund]
or banning will stop that

but heck i mightn't live that long anyhow

dont grieve
its my choice

im over seeing the spin
wreak its ugly fruits

post script

please note

the in [brakets]
on this post
Posted by one under god, Saturday, 26 February 2011 6:43:53 AM

was by me
i repeated the post at the advertisers wanted topic
and it was removed for being off topic

i put it there
because iit related to our sponcer

anyhow as they have been 'named all ready
i wont need to name them again

when the [in braketts]..details get revealed
hopefully my supplier sorts out his suplier
and things return to normal

i knopw he isnt to blame [for non supply]
nor for the tax that meant i needed to stop bying store bought tobacco

he is totally innocent
except if he holds onto my money
and dosnt deliver

and this was facilitated by our sponcer
i will be going there first

to get my money back
and hopefully get a list of others [who also might have been defrauded..[if fraud it turns out to be]

i then plan to name the site
thus the server

unsure if i need to go to the police as yet
[they tend to nmake only trouble for me
everytime i try to complain]

no wonder crime stats appear to be going down
thery simply speaking refuse to take the details
so of course the reported crime numbers are falling
mainly because police are policing drug policy..not real crime

real crime must have an injured party
but stop them complaining..they dont need to do a thing
and thus can go on jaunts to nz or the islands to teach them how we do it here,..by not doing policing only policy

ie victimless crime

Mate if I lived there,and you agreed, I would love to take up your fight but it is not possible.
My health is not a lot better,and before asking you to see a doctor I must admit to not seeing one for 6 months.
Mates are threatening to take me to one.
A visit is happening for me this week ,give it a go please mate.
This is my last post in this thread it is at a stand still and out lived its purpose
All the best Belly

best of luck with going to docters
my mothers former partner went to the docters[at her insistance to check if he was getting cancer from his smoking]..[january last year]

after batteries of testing poking and other indignities including prostate egsamination he was given all clear ..early march

june he got a swelling of legs...docters said thombosis
he was eventually hospitalised and other complications soon developed[one of which involved surgery]..on splitting him open they closed him back up without doing anything as his body was riddled with the big cancer

no they didnt say which type
they gave him a few days to get his will etc in order
and he then 'quietly' died..drugged to his eye balls in his sleep

thats a phrase many will hear in hospitals
so much so in aborigonal concentration camps [out west]
refuse to go to the big house ..regardless of how sick they get

aNYHOW MATE
SEE YA ON THE OTHER side
as they used to say...you will be much loved in heaven
but then again most of us are

i feel sorry for those people taking 10/20 PERSCRIBED types of drugs a day

but then again i feel sorry for those dying/'smokers'
[like me] paying compulsory tax*
..right up to the moment ..we draw our last breath/*[gasp]

and then be told 'we'
are stealing others beds or monies

it hurts to be called a bludger
but with smokers its only too easy for others to hate us

look were dying as fast as we can

even ex smokers [who spent 300 a fortnight much of which was tax [WITHOUT REPRESENTATION] taken by threat and fear of force

they let us get cancer
[reportedly it takes upto 20 years to devolope
so how has quitting helped?]

and even if the tests [in january]..say you dont got cancer
your death notice [in july],says you do

so who do you trust
god...
[its a short list]
ya cant even trust priests or lawyers

both got no clue
but i allready said ..all i can say

..for now

They discredit themselves these medical professionals. Before a rather boring little procedure involving a scan nowhere and nothing to do with lungs, chest etc it was advised not to smoke for several hours before coming in. What a load of twaddle.

Oh but I did find out about “gap” and “no gap” doctors. Ripped off abloodygain. Given the life and limb endangering constant botch ups experienced at the hands of doctors if they told me smoking was dangerous they’d be the last people I’d believe.

Hope you all know not to fall for the old “you’ll be sedated” line they give you these days in the accident and emergency department. This lie depends on a drug that is supposed to make you forget what they just did to you.

And I suspect having medical insurance is slightly handy when popping in to the dentist for a small filling once a year and very little else here.

I’d like to die of the consumption; whatever it is… has a nice old fashioned ring to it.

Trust me when I say trust no one OUG. :)