there is nothing wrong with being stubborn[jinny]
especially where your spirit/souls/body..children..is concerned

[the stones..re the pyramid..were rolled..[they tie rounded beans..to the square corners...and roll then..using levers..on ramps..and roads]

in tibet..they used levitation..[using them long horns..and drums..with the stone sitting in a parrabolic hole..they set-up an occilation..using 3 to 5 horns...with 4 to 6 drums..that throws the stones..up to where they were needed]

there are many forms of dreams..much is like remote vieuwing[this is achieved by the gravitational affect via our aura]..then there is the rare..out of body dream..but in both cases vivid dreaming allows one to retain control..[ok that plus our guardian spirit...and not thinking bad energy..[thought]

dont think your crazey..EVER..dont even think it..!

let alone write it's [possability..into word..or speak it..nor think it

things may..SEEM to be strange..
[allowed to appear stange]..but crazy..almost never..

possesion..is establishing a dialog..
then..continueing the idea..so that it becomes..
*more..than a mere thought..[dont visualise..or debait it

[just ignore/forget..it]..and if this dosnt work
do things that distract from thinking anymore upon it
go outside..work in the graden..or make a cake..use a recipie

mend some clothes..or play with the kids

the more we buy into the deciet/error..unreality
..the more..we MAKE*..it real..for us..

recall the saying...idle hands do the evil work's
[its the same with idle..minds creating idols..faulse gods]

its only controled...'by our brains'..if we* are using them*
not reacting to others trying to use[abuse]..our other bits

its OUR..life

your life
you chose who you serve
[ie the kids and you...MUST come first]

jinny quote..<<hey,..if you don't know how to enjoy the benefits of alcohol,..i feel sorry for ya.>>.my father was an expert...i only need to smell it to feel him near

i do drink..on occasion..but..avoid taking too-much
lest father..gain satifaction...in bringing me down..to his level

<<responsible>>for me..is having.."a'..drink
to join closer to..my father

<<vs irresponsible.>>..is getting drunk..
so he can reap..his revenge..
[and that simply isnt going to be allowed..*by me..to happen]

you point out..the next question..by using my own quote
'my body is my temple,..god lives within me',..

then ask..[imply]..god is..<<EVIL?>>

jinny realise...*god..is like petrol..that runs your car
or like electicty..that makes your computer..*work

is pertol..or electicy,,,bad..[or evil]?
]
god cannot be used/abused..[understood].in human terms

god gives*..us ALL..our life...
then allows us to do withit..AS WE CHOSE

KNOWING IN THE END..we are eternal living spirits
and all EVENTUALLY..return..to love..

in the end..we all chose*..to love love/life...
see each one as our brother/sister...
[because hate..hurts us more..than those..we CHOSE to hate]

evil is only a fear state..<<it's usually mental disorders,>

<<maybe that's why i'm so happy today..even with the stuff that's going on.>>your happy..because you have earned happyness[we all have]
its only ourselves that can really bring..'us'..down

karma...dosnt apply to good
only to the negative

god wants all..to have happy..as normal..*

[only we can allow* our selves to be happy...
and reject the getting down..simply by chosing happy]

<<those who have no hope..for the future,>>must see the light at the end of the tunnel..

[god=i am..
god calls himself..'me'..
turn this upsides down..we get..'we']

but..'we'..cant make them*..be happy
some love to be sad

<<ur so depressing...uughh..where's ur spirit?>>..inside my heart
inside his..*spirit...in my spirit_body..in my soul>body..inside my astral^body..inside my material-flesh..inside my aural*form

<<it obviously needs some uplifting,..do something about it.>>

i like the sad..feeling..
it allows the..MY*..happy..to be much better
[we can ONLY..*know true good..
when..we reject..true vile]

we can only know both..by living..*in/on..this reality
in the next..its a choice..*then..its*chose one..or the other

we each..make choices
god has made it..so that..no one can*..chose wrong..for long

[god loves a repentant heart...working-off
their karmic_debt..by serving *others]

UOG: "the stones..re the pyramid..were rolled" and you know this because of what information from where? there are already professionals who disagree with that nonsense.

i'm not crazy, i know that very well now, just fun, nice n caring.(there are still ijits who dare call me crazy, but i politely tell them to stop that or i will cease all communications)

nothing seems strange to me apart from human behavior and why they just don't get it.

sigh, yea, sure with i could go back to doing all those boring stuff, nah.. i've got a lot of better ways to spend my time.(besides, wasn't i the one asking you to do all that? you're using me own theories on me:P)

can u please stop about the kids already. They are the happiest they've ever been(altho i would appreciate some space and not every 20 seconds of mommy this mommy that). Unfortunately, this government doesn't care about the well-being of them, so thanks to this forum, i have given up my fight(i tried pretty hard and mom said everything is ready for us to go bk into hiding there). no worries, been there done that.

she has a pure spirit as well, her love for me is so much that it hurts me to see her in pain, and i tell her not to worry, but she is a mother, it's only normal.

tbc

the kids will be happy as long as i am happy. wherever in the word we are. They want to stay here, and i don't want to uproot them once again, but i've tried all the dept, emails, face to face, no go. Yesterday was UN here, no can do, so i really don't see the point. The kids can adapt, I can deal with anything thrown my way, only lost is financial and dignity. mom said last night i've never failed at anything i wanted to achieve, but she knows how hard i've been working on this. and.. it ain't over till the fat Lady sings.

btw, just for those of you who are following this. I know who posted that comment that got completely removed. It is not him, it is her. she is in the same city.. mental.:P

UOG: too bad bout ur dad. mine's an alcoholic but can't admit it.. hahaha, i grew up watching how he changed whenever he had one to many. we forgive because we know better, that they were not themselves when they did those things they did. true?

<<ur so depressing...uughh..where's ur spirit?>> was not meant for you UOG. just some of what the other members are posting.

we all hv our personal reasons to be sad. but i rather be happy whenever i can help it.

karma.. do your research on that first, coz i've see it too clearly in my adult life. early this morning, i had to pay for a mistake, 30mins of physical labour, well my fault. thus karma.


tbc

if we lose our spirit, we loose all. if we know how to use or brain, then all yous wouldn't be trying to change the things you can't. etc: problems of the world, because the ones with the power and control are doing that.

no point wasting your day stressing. i've got such a great weekend coming, and a family friend now with me(she didn't hv anywhere to stay coz her friends bailed on her), so the kids are even happier. Sunday my best friend(50+ Aussie) is purposely coming to visit for a day, so hooray! my spirits are great.

just before, i saw this bunch of ppl, they were humorous. dressed in tights and covered fully(even their faces) with aussie flag design. I asked the if i could take a picture(for my other site) and they willing participated. Burst out laughing when one of them went: Do you want us to smile(can't see their faces dues to the costume)? another one went: i think i blinked! lol... the joy in life. I hope all of you can find the spirit too! Cheers!

i think you will find it..if you google rock-rowing
[a guy did experments..moving big-rocks..

he found that putting 20 levers..under a huge rock..allowed the rock to be pivited..in a forward motion..[by a team..of..'rowers']..huge distances..[miles per-day]..this is how stone-henge was built

the pyramids...was via research..they had found this solid planks[with one curved side]..these planks..were attatched with ropes..then wetted..to tighten them up...

thus the square rock...was able to be roled..[then rowed..with levers..into place]...i dont care if im believed or not..thats how it was done...the tibetan thing..was one line in a huge book..witnessed by an early explorer...im not about to try to prove anything to anyone

you asked..i answered..thats all im obligated to do

i dont think your crazy..

and know im not either
and again..im not about to argue
with those presuming..their own delusions

the world is full of ignorants..filled with ignorance
they might like it that way...its not my duty to fix them

i dont have any theories on or about you
i like your questioning me...

but my replying may be only ego
who knows...

all i know is..
i asked all my questions...
and got answers..now..im just giving back...
that i learned..to those..*seeking to know..

i see me..*in them..stop complaining about mummy tghis mummy that
i miss my kids asking daddy this...daddy that..[now everyone is my kid]

your correct..that kids can survive anything..as long as mummy loves them..but there..comes the time...they shall need more..thats when stabilty...and security..helps...kids need roots...but most of all peers...[i dont have peers..thus know...how important..they could be]