Yes, I know that song. .. Curious. ..

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I wonder if there is any "truth" in the old axiom:

" ... for as it is above, so it is below, as it is within, so shall it manifest without ... "

So, you may to consider negotiating for Peace within yourSelf *Jinny* Don't immerse yourSelf too much in all this legal and beaurocratic sh!t. Stay healthy.

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Maybe just an hour a day by doing something like a chronology of significant events and issues.

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Let the record show *Jinny* as a focused and disciplined individual who cares for family number one.

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Forget your phone, other than to incorporate the relevant events in your chronology. It is obviously difficult to comment not being aware of the facts, but if there is a charge, or one pending, and the prosecutor intends to use your phone in evidence, then it is unlikely that you will be getting your phone back anytime soon.

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Oh,a word of caution. Sometimes the most destructive thing can be to devote yourSelf Heart & Soul to a no win situation. Right or wrong often doesn't come into it you know? Only the prevailing law and the evidence that has been collected to substantiate a charge in regards to an alleged breach of same.

Again, re Legal Aid, who in my experience always provide a written document outlining their reasons for not providing support, if they declined on the grounds that your case has insufficient merit, then you would be wise to consider that in relation to what you know and how you choose to proceed.

Be aware that your current conduct has the potential to influence proceedings one way or the other, as everything relevant up to the day of judgment may be considered, if that is relevant to your circumstances, not just what has already transpired.

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I wonder if *OUG* would care to channel the "Collective Spirit" that oppresses you, and see if we can't get some "Spirit Intelligence" working for us in *Jinni's* favour.

Thanks a lot u 2. I only hv this much time n weekend are about the kids having fun. They're at this party n pigging out on junk food. Bleh. Don't like it but I know I need to let them be kids.. Sigh. Tis a free party too! Yippee! Can't believe how much rain there is.

Umm.. Where should I start. I don't know u'll but I do know some of u know each other well. The gossip going around is...questionable

Omg! I'm letting them drink pepsimax! Wat a sin!

Legal aid is only helping wt my first thread, my second application got rejected due to circumstances, Mr.ombudsman suggested legal services? Something like dat, I'm out so I'm not sure, already looked it up. First thing next week is DIAC, then my business, no time, so much to do, only one me :(

I will try to go to the big glass building u speak about. Also cmc. I know the phone is not dat much of a biggy, but there is data there that I need for DIAC. Btw, three mobile is crap compared to voda. I used voda for 2 yrs n no problem. 3's so argh, waste so mch of my time, but they hv send me a free phone, it's a good one too! N my newer more high tech one I should receive in a few weeks! Yippee :)

Dis is why I didn't wanna tell. I dun like ppl worrying. Same as what I tell my parents. We are all healthy n happy. Dat's all u need to know for now. My spiderboy, butterfly girl, and flowerpower(me), the three muskerteers, all for one, and one for all! Haha, face painting :)

UOG: I am my own boss, how?

Media I'm trying to avoid, already too many stalkers n finding it hard to lay low. It's good tho, I am slowly n very carefully choosing my new friends. They are good with the kids, n the kids are happier. Only on weekends tho, I hv too much work on weekdays n cannot hv distractions.

I need to get DIAC settled, then I can concentrate on the business. Fingers crossed, I might hv help wt that soon. Yippeee!

Yes, good song! I am singing it wt the kids now! :)

just for the records, i am not self destructive. everything happens for a reason, i see it so clearly, why i had to go through what i went through, this is my purpose. my dad pass on a lot of his knowledge to me, he always had high hopes for me, and i have both my parents trade. they complaint about me helping others but they themselves do it all the time, so how can i not? i spend my nights counselling lost souls, just this week, at least 3 of them have changed, for the better. one was in so much hurt he lost hope, now he is going to switch jobs, and try to stop hurting, and work towards his dreams. they come to me with their problems, and i have to help, it is my nature.

hey UOG, i've got another question. i bought a piece of Bertocchi Gold ham. 5.359kgs, paid 4.99/kg. it only expires feb next year if i'm not mistaken. i already butchered in n froze most of it. how's dat for being stingy but still having the good stuff :)

hopefully we will be able to celebrate x'mas here i've already got a few invites but i think i just want to be at home with the kids. maybe invite my new friends and throw a party if everything goes in my favour.

here's a saying i just took a pic of. it's a good saying(specially for those potheads out there, but they live in a fantasy world, coz reality it's good to them): "your mind is a garden, your thoughts are the seeds, you can either grow flowers, or you can grow weeds" do you get that? i do. it's so true.

ham lasts just fine...and at a good price

freezing it usally isnt the best way
[the water gets out]...and it can get dry and chewy]
so i usually take it out the day before..leave it in the fridge..then eat it next day]

i usually put..the fat and skin..[chopped up]..into the deep-dry
it tops up the fat..in the fryer..

and the cooked bits..are great to add to stew and soups...if you start the cooking..with them

i said talk to their boss
you allways were..your own boss
[its you..that make your life choices]

yes..thats a good saying

i wish i could channle the justice spirits..as dream on suggests
but i just been channeling them ..for my courtcase/appeal..

as usual..all they do is quote previous...judgments
then accord an application..[not made]..for costs to the prostituter

they call the judge issueing two orders on the same charge...as an accident..by book keepers...and...blah..blah..blah..

imm over it...its a rigged game
unless they go for costs
that..will energize me to go to the higher courts

so im hoping they get greedy..for now im just over..the farce that passes as justice..its a grand scam...where they repeat yesterdays mistakes..unthinkingly...thus dont need to think today..

good suggestion..to not be giving
heart and soul to faulse hope...justice is blind it cant see hope
buty it can smell fear...other than that..its like the 3 monk-keys..a system to protect their own..to serve the master..and his corperations

but i need to love them all the same
they have taught me so much about human fear
they fear the poor so much..they really think they need police-us into early graves...but from there we got eternity..to obesss them back..or move on..with the higher things...that are much more important

jinny allready is gaining many clues
as to what..these important things..really are

Uuuhh good stuff UOG! Ur making me salivate ;p. Pork rind is better, well not healthy but it's just to die for! I rather hv dat then to put cardboard in my mouth. Yuck! I agree the skin n fat taste better after it is heated. Wasted if cold.

I don't know wat ur fight is still, but u are true to urself, and intelligent as u are, they r not. It was an accident. They don't get it. M sorry u are subjected to their injustice, n I am quite sure, u will win ur fight. U know too much to not. So dun worry bout it.

Ur spirit, is strong, u are very very aware of reality. Hey, nice guys finish last.. But they do end up wt great thing so I hv known personally. Watever happened before, has happened, let it go, let them go. U hv realize wat u did wrong before, this time do it right.

Try to focus on wat is the most important for u right now, n dedicate ur energy on dat for now. We will always be here, reading ur good advice, it's a good distraction, but still a distraction. I wish u well, n best of luck(I say luck has nothing to do wt it, pure determination does).

The laws were created because of someone else's mistakes. I know many personally who hv spend yrs in jail for a mistake they did not mean to commit. It is unfair, but it is life. We will constantly get judged by others. It is how it is...