you guys!! hold on... let me get off everything else so i can focus here..

I so *hearts* you all :)

You have put in so much of your time.. and you know what.. you are making a difference. At least to me you are.. and that is what is important. You, yourself, your believes, your view, your take on life. Sorry, I joined this forum for another reason.. i am very active on the internet. but not here. Too many people need help more then you people.

I am typing with a smile on my face to realize how much difference UOG has made. He is a good role model in a way i suppose. but i think he is still not getting it.. because(before i continue, UOG: why issit you can comment more then 350 words an i cannot? I have to edit mine. I know you edit yours.. but your post still comes out so long... TOO LONG! that itself is so not fair. And for that.. Karma.. had Antiseptic(who is most probably banned now thanks to his own karma) giving u problem.. which caused you, UOG, problems, because then you weren't allowed to express here. Then u went and and spent all ur energy and talent on some other website.

to be continued(because i try to always abide by rules)

continued..

UOG: sorry but i just don't have the time to read everything u write.. i had a few seconds glimpse on ur links.. but they do not matter enough to me. i have to deal with suicidal humans.. do you think i have the time? yes you have good theories. but you are repeating yourself. We already agreed on you theories.. what else are you searching for here? i don't want to be harsh on you because i know you have had it tough. Isn't it time for you to stop spending so much time on yourself and start spending time on others?

I just got stuck again for 20 mins.. becoz i talk to so many through the internet. i will try to finish up here tonight..

pynch: thank you for your words of encouragement for us.. it is very enlightening. I have been writing alot.. and documenting everything i observe.. but not on this website..

UOG still doesn't not understand that now we live in a good place.. there is always bad stuff going on.. but we can't change that as a being. Rambling on and one about a problem does not fix it.

should have..called this..the short_scroll
but for-now..lets get..a clue about..

just egsactly..when..we gain..a soul

as usual via quote..

<<Chapter XX..He Visits..the School for the Babes..Who Knew Not Faith.{as it is..known on EAR-th}..

from..go-one_WE-st..

LETTER FROM H.J.L.
March 21st,1914.

“A short time..after the visit..to-the..school of those..who are progressing,..I was taken to..the school..of the babes.

“Again I went down..a kind of..road with my guide..into the darkness,..and as before..found a building..right across it.

On entering this..I found..{again}..a roofed_courtyard,..not so high as the other one,..but much larger...

In it were all manner of trees..and flowers,..and a pretty..sparkling fountain...Here numbers of..{many}..children were playing about.

“These were far different..from those I had seen..before...[Their young*baby_faces..corresponded to..their immature bodies...

They were like earth children..for the most part,and not like those men/woman..in the form of children..whom I had seen..on my last visit to Hell.

These were they..who had never sinned..<in that their lives in this realm...were aborted}..but not*..having..any knowledge of God..or
Faith..{thus not having oppertuinity to..accep/reject,.sin..by works/deeds}..they,have to..learn of these,{here}....

and..as they learn..their little spiritual-bodies develop..until it is
time for them to pass on to..the realm of half-belief,..when they go to the secondary-schools...[Rosy Dawn is an example,..and well known to you].

“Now this school..was under the control of..Sister Maria,..who has often spoken..through you,..and as she has given you many details,..I shall not repeat them..only adding..what I consider necessary..to complete the picture.

“I should add..that I had particularly asked..to_be..taken to this school..rather than any other,..{and there are many}..as Rosy Dawn had come from it,..and also Sister Maria.

“On entering..one of several doors..which opened into the quad,..I found we were in a..kind of..crèche,..where all the immature and premature children went...to play.

“‘How soon*..may it be said..that a soul comes into existence

when a child is conceived?’..I inquired...‘It is evidently..not at birth.’..{looking at the ages-span..surrounding me}..

My guide replied,..‘Even I..cannot tell-you..the precise moment when the soul..enters the..fleshy home..which clothes it.. but it is extraordinarily early*.

{As soon as..the germ{sperm/egg}..has..definitely ceased to be..a germ..
and has begun*to..grow into a human body,..a soul enters it.

But we do not know..how God*
performs this wonder...

That is hid,..{hidden}..in the most high realm's

even from us..to whom/much..is made plain.

Of this..at least you can be sure
that long before the child..“quickens,*”..
a soul has become enshrined in it*.’

“I now directed my attention to..the scene around me,..and saw that the creche was full of..gentle,sweet-faced women..who watched over the>..little immature atoms>...{get that?]

We passed to other rooms,..and found that in each new one
the babes/forms..were more advanced..than in the last.

At length..we reached a long room..with a table down the middle.
[This was the one..you saw in the mirror,..and I gathered it was the..‘top form’..of the school...

{...from which they leave..the quickening realm...
and enter the aformentioned...education system}...

to chose..to love good...or chose to love vile...
..in everything we are each..accorded..CHOICE

how hard..is it to grasp..this?

yes its difficlt to read...is it my fault?
im just summerising..that others have..long ago revealed

its just the small_scroll...
i had to read..the long scroll's

poor me...lol

jinny.QUOTE..<<i have to deal with suicidal humans..>>>
and im summerising..STUFF THEY NEED TO KNOW..!

<<do you think i have the time?>>
ignore time jinny
time is an illusion...dont think about time
gods time is now[those calling it time[as in killing themselves..need to learn ..*TIME_OUT*...its you ned to teach them this..

im TRYING to save you time

<<yes you have good theories>>jinny..THIS IS LIFE/and death info

<<but you are repeating yourself.>>

yes it sems i do..but its IMPORTANT people...GET this

just as its important for those TRYING TO DIE
to know...this

<<We already agreed on your theories..>>
oh jinny...its more than theory
just as death is no joke

so too is KNOWING..there is no death..!
[that killing thy-self..DOSNT END IT..!
but only makes thibngs MUCH worse..!

[sorry about yelling]

<<what else are you searching for here?>>
only to do..that i need to do
help others to live..to appriciate..this life is more than some think

<<i don't want to be harsh on you>>>
oh jinny you couldnt be harsh
[im sorry you think you do]

<<because i know you have had it tough>>
but i survived
now im trying to help others survive..too
[its better everyone..thinks your nuts
than thinks your dead]

<<Isn't it time for you to stop spending so much time on yourself..and start spending time on others?>>
been there done..that..really

<<UOG still doesn't not understand
that now we live in a good place..>>
not those who succeed in dying

<<there is always bad stuff going on....but we can't change that
as a being.>>>nor can spirit...we must chose life..

[there is...no other options]

<<Rambling on and on..about a problem does not fix it.>>

agreed...lets just help others..to see a bigger picture
see life..as the special gift..it was intended to be

i cant change others..[nor do i seek to]
we each..have our life missions/reasons/purpose

i must..return to mine..[and let others fullfill theirs]
i have lived..my life..between love/hate..[knowing neither...fully]

it is..in no way strange..to me..i now find myself
between the flesh...and spirit...trying to please the call of both

in the end we each have the choice
to read...OR IGNORE..

back to work..QUOTE..<<He Visits..the Great House of Refuge..in Hell>>

noting that there is..no death
this is the law

..I entered...yet another..house..in hell.."the roofed-in..courtyard as before...There was a school here also,..but this time I crossed the quad at an angle,..and..entered a passage

“From the passage..we passed through a door..into a large-room
which was empty..save for a few couches..and a table in the centre.

“My guide spoke:“‘This room forms the anteroom..for the school...Those spirits who are..ready to be taken in..are admitted here.

They are often very weak,..and at first are placed under the
guidance..and control..of a specialist_teacher...He or she watches over them..for the whole time,..and only after awhile..are they deemed sufficiently..strong to attend the proper classes.

They need individual attention..at first.’

“‘Are they kept here..for the whole time?’
“‘No...This is the room..which connects up school..and refuge/home...It’s a sort of isolation ward...After a time,..as soon as they are strong enough..to get about properly,..they are taken to a sort of study,..one for each pupil and his teacher...See!’

“He led me out of the room..and through a doorway opposite...Here I
found a much smaller room,..and in it was a bright male spirit..and on a couch a small-misshapen child.

The bright spirit..was playing a beautiful soothing hymn.
“‘Music soothes pain,..and that unfortunate one..is suffering terrible mental pain,’..said my guide.

“We entered another..‘study,’..and here
another exhausted spirit was being treated.

“‘What is he doing?’..I asked,..indicating the bright-spirit..who was making signs..over the body of the patient.

“My guide replied,..‘He is lending him..some of his magnetic fluid. The patient is weak in will-power,..and this spirit is treating him.

The method is analogous..to that of the/magnetic-healer..on earth.’

“We then returned to the‘anteroom’..and passed through..

continues
..[oh it would be..so much easier..to do nothing]