<<you believe a spirit..is not possible..to be us?..Prove it.>>

'in the beginning'..there was god..not me...not you...
god is cause..of me/you...we are cause of..little of our life
BUT..not most of it..you/i..dont make weather..or power..or make it rain
you/me..dont make law..nor judge it..nor ..put police onto parents..trying to be doing the right thing

<<..You do not appreciate objects...with no life,..I do.>>.they are illusery...made to control us...by fearing loosing..them...they control us

<<They were created by us.>>.us the collective...not by you nor me..individually*
nor..by*..most of those reading...OUR OPINIONS...but by slave workers..in china..etc

<<Why is it>?<..because we are more superior>>
its not we who are suppiriour..we gave up the right[standing],,when we beggged others to think for us..begged*..others to tell us..what to do..and what*..we CANNOT..

[believed the songmakers.moviemakers..capitalists/lawyers..docters/bankers..decieving us into slavery]

<<we have..the right to neglect..and abuse?>>NO..those thinking them our bettor[those thinking..*themselves..to be supirior...know they can do as the chose..because we settle for learning...from people..*who dont know better..either

<<1.Did I speak about suicide?>>
http://forum.onlineopinion.com.au/thread.asp?discussion=4008&page=0

<<2.Did I somewhere called you dumb?>>by inferance..saying what*im trying to do is..

<<3...You are explaining..how you can justify..your past actions?>>
no im explaining..what may*..lie in our future

<<4.I read when it is..beneficial,..and it teaches me something..I do not know.>>
i gues that saves having to read much...how did you ever learn all of it?
when i read..i find stuff i didnt know..BEFORE..then i think about what i read

<<5.You of all people..after all your searching..would relate life with the law?}
all things have laws..gravity/electricy..life..even law has laws/rules..

<<6.I do not..just respond to you...If I don't address you,..>>[specificlly?]
YOU..is who..you want*..to perceive it.{to be]..ok great its not me

i pray..everywhere..building..my body of prayer[in or outside buildings]..as I chose

Posted by jinny, Monday, 25 October 2010 11:54:08 PM
UOG:..sorry but i just don't have the time to read everything u write.. i had a few seconds glimpse on ur links.. but they do not matter enough to me.

i have to deal with suicidal humans.. do you think i have the time?

yes you have good theories. but you are repeating yourself. We already agreed on you theories.. what else are you searching for here?

i don't want to be harsh on you..because i know you have had it tough.

Isn't it time for you to stop spending so much time on yourself and start spending time on others?

I just got stuck again for 20 mins.. becoz i talk to so many through the internet. i will try to finish up here tonight..



UOG still doesn't not understand that now we live in a good place.. there is always bad stuff going on.. but we can't change that as a being.

Rambling on and one about a problem does not fix it.

ok lets continue..the quote
this quote..reveals..the uselessness..of getting addicted to making...goods
[in the next life]
http://forum.onlineopinion.com.au/thread.asp?discussion=4008#100721

and this..the insanity..that drives us

I found..a service..in full swing...The parson was preaching rather a dry sermon...He harped on two themes by/turn:

(1)That people had no business..to go to either of the other two churches,..and should_show more deference..to himself..as the representative of..the National Church;

(2)..That they should subscribe..more generously to the church..and, incidentally,*..to its vicar,..and he glossed these two themes over by platitudes..about social reform and helping..the material well-being..of their fellow-creatures,

especially those..whom he designated as/the lower classes.
Somehow this part..of his theme rang very hollow.

“I noticed the congregation..paid little heed to the sermon.

Some were whispering/scandal to their next-door neighbors,..others, mostly women,..were criticizing the clothing/of their neighbors.

Several men were talking business,..and in one corner two men were
arguing violently,..so much so that they interrupted the preacher,.who glared at them..angrily.

“I went out..and visited the other two churches,..and found a similar performance..in-each.

“We then went on..and came to the shopping*area.

Here we found a similar state of..affairs to that in the factories.
http://forum.onlineopinion.com.au/thread.asp?discussion=4008#100721

People came..to buy,..but the money..they gave*..for the goods
returned to them,..while the goods returned to the shops..almost at once...{once they stopped..thinking about them]

“I asked one shopkeeper..where he got the things..he tried to sell since the factories..could not supply him.

“He:..‘Oh, they came here..with me.
They are the things which were in my shop when..I died.
Here they stick..till I’m sick and tired..of seeing them.’

“The Officer:..‘Why don’t you give up keeping a shop?’
“He:..‘What a ridiculous idea!
What on earth..should I do..without my shop?

Why,..my/whole life..has been centered in selling things..ever since I was a boy.’..He turned away in disgust,..and began to serve a lady who wanted to buy a new hat.. which returned to the*shop..a few minutes after she had taken it out.

“Then I went to the council chamber,..and found a crowd of men wrangling about..improving the town,..but after listening for a long time,..I came to the conclusion that,though they might talk for ever, nothing would*..ever be done.

“I passed out of the town..and came..

Philo your words are very much appreciated. Maybe it is up to us to know when to stop and ask directions on this journey. Perhaps I don’t need the map but to know the right questions to ask. Must be why I ask so many, I’m still looking for the right ones.

Don’t go wading through my old posts Jinny, my story is pretty simple. I foster children short term for a government department, while doing this I have seen some incredibly damaging decisions made by a money driven system that is expanding rapidly, devoid of compassion along with a refusal to make the children in it a priority.

On bad days I rage and on other days (as Anti pointed out - but I will get him back later) I whinge. OLO people rarely allow me to get away with either and they get me thinking in directions I would not come up with on my own.

God, ghosts, good, fairies, hell, karma, demons, dreamtime, angels, fate, luck, freedom, magic, heaven, purgatory, reincarnation, justice, evil, destiny, mana, saints. These things I don’t believe in although I believe they are labels individuals have for a feeling or a situation or a perception in a particular moment or even a lifetime.

I’m a bit worried I am missing something important that comes easily to others.

to..open*fields.

I use the word..to describe..the/place,..but it looked more like a piece of..waste_ground..covered with rubbish,..and entirely bare of grass.

“Here..there was a stand,..and around the field..was a dense-crowd..of people watching..what appeared to*be..a football-match;..but..though the players..seemed to try..and play,..no/goals were scored,..and nothing really happened.

[see that..thought..ensures..
that we try..to do..*works..everytime
thus..the goalie..allways*..stops the goal]

should..quote/the horse racing..quote
but..lets finish this one..first

“While I was watching.. one man/walked off..in*disgust,..and was promptly hooted by/the crowd.
“
He turned round savagely,..and,..after using..a string of words..which I will not repeat,..said;..‘What’s the use..of playing here?!

*One never*..scores a goal,..and..one..does not even
enjoy/running after the ball..as one used to do.

I’m fed up..with the whole thing.’

As he/strode away..I saw a bright-stranger..come up to him,
and..knew/that soon..another soul..would escape..from Hell.”

next-QUOTE/..We passed..the offices of..a paper..[oh*yes,..we have papers..in Hell]...just as..an edition was being sent out.

Obtaining a copy,..I found..the chief items-of*interest..were these:

“New Play...Great success/of Mr.Esmond’s work,/..'The Folly..of Virtue.’

“Police Court-News...Arrest*..of two missionaries..as spies..and disturbers of the peace.

“Local Scandal...
“Financial News...New companies.

“Racing-News.
[All the starters.]

“New Arrivals in Hell...[Full-list],..together with interviews..with prominent/visitors.

“The only item..which filled me with surprise..was the racing/news.
“‘How do you manage..for horses?’..I asked Ada.

“‘Oh,..we imagine them...
We..each think of..some famous racehorse..we knew of..on earth.
Then..we visualize it..as racing along the course..and winning.

On the day of the race..anyone*enters..any horse he likes
and..the names are announced...Then each backer*..imagines that his horse..is going to win.

The more people..there are..*backing a horse..
and..the*stronger..their wills,..the more likely it is..to win.

The worst of it..is..the judge generally..declares the horse*..he favors..has won,..even when it obviously had not...

We see all the/horses racing,..and we see..the one..that has the strongest backing..gradually pull-ahead,..but in spite of this..the judge..often declares that it has fouled*another.’

“‘I suppose that’s often true?’

“‘Oh,..it usually is...You see some/of the backers..are sure to devise..a cunning-underhand trick..in their minds..whereby they can outdistance other horses.

In short,..every horse..will*have fouled somewhere.

But..there’s always..a fearful row/after a race,..
usually culminating..in a free fight.’..

end/quote

Sorry for the diversion of topic, I can't post where I want to coz I exceeded my post there.

TPP: Sorry about yest. I do not know your story and should not have typed what I did. You are a good soul, you do good, but others complicate your life for you. It does get frustrating. All that matters is what you believe in. I am sure you are a great person that practice the right ways to your life. I am still contemplating on whether or not I should share my story. On one had I might get more advice on more information on what to do, on the other I don't want others feeling sorry for me as there are many out there that have more sad stories then I do. I'm sorry to have to tell you that you're assumptions towards me have been almost 95% wrong. Story of my life, being judge by others because i dress how i want to, i speak how i want to, and i don't bother what other people think about me. well i sorta do coz it's annoying, but not enough to make me change to fit into society.