Jinny.

:trust me, Iam not an act, unlike some of the posters here."

Interesting...can you elaborate on that?

Yes your quite right...one must look at one's self before judgment is made.

I have an other ghost story for you, and like always, its true.

One night in the times of the early sensitivities of youth, my parents had just gotten home from a night-out. All is well as you would expect since I looked after myself from an early age, and the usual greetings by my loving parents was always a wanted relief when spending time alone.
Once my father had closed up our house for the night, a small tapping sound was coming from somewhere in the dining room. Now, oddly enough.....the wind out-side had ceased and the most stillest of the air just sent goose bumps flying all over us, but the sound continued.
In the dining room was a picture of a lake some-where in NSW, just a photo copy, nothing great..........however some-thing strange was happening.
Just one corner of the picture was tapping all by its self, and louder and louder the noise grew until my mother and I stepped back as white as one can be, and of course my father was not one for believing in the super-natural and just shook he head, then walked over and stopped the painting with his hand. All good....except not one of us could explain it..........then just five minuets after he had stopped the picture, the phone rang with a police-officer on the end saying, my mothers father had just been killed crossing the road-way for some milk.

Just a coincidence.........maybe.

However, my mother thinks death came calling.

You just had to be there. trust me.

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BLUE: first questions answers lays somewhere here:http://forum.onlineopinion.com.au/thread.asp?discussion=4082#103361

oooo...nice story(i beleive u), jeez, sure sent some goosebumps travelling. your writings of such past are so detailed and nice to read:). I'm agreed with ur mother on that one. i believe in spirits remember? so since u've seen all these, do u still wanna still see a ghost? why?

i haven't payed much attention to death of late and touchwood, it's been a while since someone close to me passed on. there has been really tragic death in the family but i was to young and busy with life then to notice anything. i did notice on a few occasions tho, how moths use to come in our home and not want to leave, even when i try to make it leave. it rather die there then go back to life. well, that's the circle of life. the chinese have a saying tho, that when someone passes, they come back in the form of a moth. have heard many stories from my chinese friends about that one. sometimes when i think of the close people i've lost, i feel as tho they're watching me.(i said feel, i'm not crazy ok:P)

DreamOn: been there done that(a few times), not much help. Found a few more and working on it. thx tho, if i'm assuming pls disregard.

i find it bit odd that even when i was young, and with a group of other kids, they swear they saw ghosts, and even described them, some incidence i've heard noises, felt the wind change, but i have yet to see one. too bad for me:( no fair.

OUG:sorry for the late response, too many things to do, not enough time, never enought time. was a great weekend tho. weekdays i'm less fond of.

u were the only one who cared enough to tried to reach out to me and for that i will be forever grateful. i told u a little, and i think u saw(?) enough. what's been going on here anyway? i'll hv to catch up somehow..errr

we all play our little games on the internet, fun if you know how. beneficial nevertheless.

oh, before i forget, try using proxy next time you can't access something on the web.

"we joke about the things we hurt about" true for me, but only to people i don't have a reason to talk about it to.

"an artist is rarely appriciated in their time" agreed. i appreciate the stuff u write, told u before and so hv others. too bad for the ones who can't understand and decode.:P

"god forgives us" no point if we don't forgive ourselves and others first

"how boring would it be if we were all the same" i can go on and on about how the ants aka robots aka the ones caught up in this rat race work.

but u are trying to make a change, that's why you share all that knowledge u hv hidden up there. we share a same trade, same same but different http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Obsessive%E2%80%93compulsive_personality_disorder :P

try not to live in the past, time to move on now.

more from 30 years link

i would like to convey...what eddie..conveyed back from the beyond
[30 years..amoung the dead..chapter 14

Christian-Science says..we should*overcome matter.

We cannot overcome matter..by will.

When we are in the physical-body..and the body*needs certain forces..of which it is made,..if we do*not get them..in our food..we must get them..through medicine..and so build up the material-body,..

because will*..cannot conquer substance.[realise dreams cannot alter reality..only affect our preception..of it]..sooner or later gravity helps wake..the hardest dreamer.

God has given us..a will*..to use
as a force..*in Nature..and we should use it..*rightly.

When..as Scientists we refuse to do this.. we must suffer the consequences...I was an example of..such a consequence.

I went into Science..with full will-power..and full-faith that there is..no such thing..as matter

and..*that we should overcome it...I tried and failed.

{Mrs.Eddy is suffering now..for advancing that idea.]..[karmic laws]

When you have a dress..that is wearing out..you try to get some material /of the same color..and quality with which to mend the dress.

We do not do that..with our bodies.

We think the body..alone..*should develop..the substance..it needs when it wears out.

I did not get enough elements..in my food..to build up my physical body,..my organs..became atrophied..and sluggish and were inactive..because I did not take..*the right *food..to
give them proper activity

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I should have gone to a physician..to have them put in normal condition,..but instead I..tried to use my will..to make them work.

I tried by intelligence..to overcome and build up..the weak part of my body.

That is just as if..one refused to mend a worn place..in a dress,insisting..that no hole could come..in that dress.

I was just as foolish about my body,..and I*had to suffer the results.

When the body needs toning up..we must do something*..to tone it up..and to get the..*required..electric/energy..[material]..forces to set it right.

I passed out..because I wore out my body..with my mind and did/not feed it..or take sufficient care of it.

God gave us our bodies..
and He also gave us minds...*to take care of them.*

If we become..one-sided..and think mind is all..
*then..we get into trouble...

I took good care of my clothes,..but how little I took care of my body.

If..I had paid/half..as much attention..*to my body..as I did to my clothes..I feel..that I would have been on earth-today.

Probably some day..things will be so understood..that there will be no death..I mean..that we will..merely step-out of..the physical_body into..the spirit world.

If..one would prepare himself for passing-out of the body..as he does for a journey..he/would be able to say:..“Now I am ready to go...I am through with this world...It is time for me to go,..and I want to go to the spirit..side of life.”

Then..there would be no dread.

Many Christian-Scientists ruin..their bodies..by lack of right/care and often go..as far as I did;..they use will,no reason,..and take improper nourishment,..or not enough.

I knew..about ten years ago..that I should attend to my inactive organs...If I had had them attended to,..I would not have suffered as I did.

I suffered a great deal..and I used my
will..to make inactive parts act.

I should have..liked to remain on earth..long enough.to do the work I felt I should do;..but I will do the work on the spirit side of life, and when my wife comes we will work..together.

My dear wife,..if I had thought less of mental,..or Christian Science,..and given more/thought..to the material_side..of things,..then you would be in a better position than you are...now.

I really lost all thought of things material..and I guess I thought we could live on air,..and I always thought conditions..would change some time.

I did not realize...I was so hypnotized..in my work that I hardly lived..*in the material world.

I knew about the wonderful truth of the life beyond. I knew it well while in life,..but I shut the door..because I wanted a religion of my own...reasoned..Spiritualism..belonged to the past days.

I wanted..*something new,..something higher,
something better than..spirit return.

I taught that..you must not let any entities* control you,
or in-fluence you,..or give you..any inspiration,..

but that you must be yourself
and develop yourself,..and be one..with the Infinite.

ie..Shut the door..to the spirit world and be selfish -

that was I.

I had the truth of healing..the sick.

I was a medium,..and in my younger days..my childhood,..*I was obsessed.

As I grew older no one knew what was the matter with me..for I had such queer spells.

Now I know..*what it was..an influence
was controlling me..whenever I had the spells.

I was of a very nervous temperament..and I was cured of those spells by Dr. Quimby...He believed in the work of obsession.

I took some of his doctrine..and used it for my own.

The doctrine would have been all right..if I had not denied the finer forces..*in Nature.

I denied matter,..but friends,..as I told you one time,
I had a vision,..and I saw how they treated patients
*in the other world,..but at that time..I thought it was a dream.

They were teaching..*the spirits..that there is no such thing as matter...They said:“Forget it,..it is only imagination...You are not sick,{spiritually}..you just imagine it...IE..That belongs to matter.

That is only..your mortal mind.
You should overcome..and develop..*the spirit within you.”

I thought that this vision..meant that I was to teach that..on earth,..and I set to work.

Now I see my mistake,..because there is matter,
and so long as you live on the material_plane..you will have to recognize matter.

When you reach the spirit side..of life
your mind..*has to be taught to overcome matter,..*not cling to it,

because spirits..in darkness are clinging to matter
as much as we cling to..*matter..when we have our physical bodies.

I took this and taught it,and started on my work.
It was so misunderstood,..because I could not myself explain..why matter was not...really real..[here/now]

If only..I could get people..to recognize matter
and recognize..the truth..*of life_after..this!

If I could only go back to..my Church and teach the truth,;;the genuine Truth..of God!

God is the Spirit of the Universe
and we are a part of..that Great Spirit.

Understanding this,..we*..*can overcome matter.

You are..*in the material body..and it it IT..[body]
but not spirit..not..you*..that has become..*sick.