Ok...........Jinny! I will say that god is there. You have won. You and your kind have distroyed my beliefs in all that my loving mum's and Dad's have given me and you have now taken away.

Now I........ you for what you have said.

DEEP: Hah? wat are u tokking about? I have not won yet.. i am working on it... It is a long battle I have and the government is trying their best to kick me and my kids out :P.. they can try.. but i'm too much of a smart ass :P

Back to this topic.. while i was playing around on this playground called the internet which i'm in so in love with(hahaha, i really am), something pop-up which I thought would be good to share here. Take it if you believe, forget it if you don't.

When I was 18, this partner of mine who was a strong Hindu believer, has some family issues regarding properties and money. His brother started cursing him and sending him threatening letters on how he was going to get the gods to do thier evils on him(Hindus have many GODs, good and evil ones). One day after work, he came back and said he was very tired and not feeling well, he had a fever. He went to sleep.

He woke up about half an hour later, and i swear i am not making this up.. he got possessed and behaved exactly like on e of the evil hindu gods. He was out of his mind. Spoke is a high pitch voice just like how the hindus say this certain god behaves, he did exactly that. He did not recognize his mom, his best friends or me. Stood on one foot in that position u see hindus doing when they do their stuff. He clawed his own chest with his fingers and dug into his skin with tremendous strength, yanked his thick god chains off his neck, and even with 3 of his male buddies trying to control him, they couldn't. He became that strong.

Eventually after a few hours, we managed to take him to a temple where a priest practice, i suppose you can call it exorcism on him. He passed out for another 15 minutes. Woke up, couldn't remember a thing. Only that he felt drained and hungry.

tbc

There's a spirit story for you.

I believe in spirits because it is a form of energy source coming from out planet. Science cannot explain this still i reckon. or can they?

DEEP, what do you mean in your last post? are you being sarcastic? It's hard to tell from just reading words as they don't express as well as verbal and facial communication. I don't even know what you believe in. I know what i believe in, and i know that's what's important. Oh, and thx for da song, i've dedicated it as my good morning to all my friends online.

Spirits are all around us.. if we look back to ancient times, there are plenty of stories about them. Proof not so much. But some of the evidence that has been discovered on this planet does not want to be acknowledge by so called professionals with expensive pieces of papers that the society trust in so much what their opinions are. They deny these structures, and buildings and cravings, etc. because in their limited views, they just cannot accept it. Hold on.. i will find a link for anyone interested.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KMGA9ZEoWag

and there are more of these around our planet. Explanation anyone. You see.. all you have to do, is let your mind free, and accept our reality, stop trying to fight it.

and what is my kind exactly? I don't know any kind like me... I feel like a human, like a computer, like an alien.. i can't sleep, i can't stop learning, i can't stop helping, i can't stop hurting, i can't stop fighting, i can't stop caring. What kind is that? god i wish i was normal. sigh

anyways. 2 more days till da weekend! hooray! no need to deal with all da gov crap.. yey! :) Have a great day.. appreciate all da contribution and sharing, cuzzzz Sharing is caring :)

The human spirit needs security, identity, love and peace, which only one God can give. If one believes in many gods there is no single character image, no security of being loved and deep inner peace as they are diverse in behaviour and indifferent to one's person. They are as fallen spirits even as every man.

"I have ever been taught,..there*fore,..to avoid..trying to find/found
a general*rule..applicable..to all spirits upon..the experiences of..any..one/of the..community of spirits..with which..I may come in contact.

Even in this..visit..we shall pay..to this sphere..we shall only be able to see..a part,..a fractional part,..of this immense sphere of evil-spirits,..

yet we shall..traverse an extent of space..far greater than if..you had traveled..over the whole of the/little..planet Earth..from which..we both have come.

In the spirit world..like draws to like..by a universal law,..and those..of entirely opposite*..natures..repel each other..so entirely that they..can never*..mingle..or even touch...beyond..the circle..in which each dwells.

We were now..in a narrow street,..such as it...must/have been..in the earthly city,..of its day..and..a short distance,..farther..brought us into a large-square..surrounded with..magnificent..palaces,[that reflected..the sad state..we were in..

their former..grandure..decepid/worn/torn..but..mere*..imprfect reflections..of their former-glory..

while before us..towered one..more splendid..in its prior-design..
than..all the others...yet all to my eyes..appeared dark,..stained with great/splashes..of blood,..and covered..with slimy fungus growth..which disfigured the..magnificence..and hung..in great repulsive-looking festoons,..like twisted-snakes,..from all the pillars..and cope-stones.;.of the buildings.

Black slimy mud oozed-up..through..the crevices of the marble pavement,..as though..the city floated..upon a foul-swamp,..and noisome-vapors..curled up/from the ground..and floated above..and around us..in fantastic..and horrible smoke-wreaths..like the huge phantoms..of past crimes.

Everywhere..were dark spirits..crawling across..the great square,..and in..and out of..the palace-doors,..driven onward by other..stronger..dark spirits..with lash..or spear.

Such cries of execration..as broke forth..from time to time,..such fearful oaths,..such curses..and imprecations,..it was truly/the pandemonium of..the lost souls..in the Infernal*regions!

And..over all..hung those..black-night/clouds
of..sorrow..and suffering..and wrongness..*incarnate.

"You will perceive,"..said Faithful/Friend,.."that here..there is a life..in no way*different..from the earthly-life..of such*a city at the time when..the one..of which this*is..the spiritual reflection,of..was..in the full zenith of its power,..

and when..the*..particles of*which..this is*formed..
were thrown off..from its material life..and drawn-down..by the force of attraction..to form*..this city..and..*these buildings,..fit dwellings..for..its current..spirit-ual-inhabitants;..today

and you will see..in the more modern/appearance..of many of the buildings..and..inhabitants..how/..it has been added to..from time to time..by..the same*process

which is going on..continuously.

You will notice..