DreamOn:nice story, care to go into more details why you were unwell? substances, accident, emotions?

i suppose i can say i am 'born again' i'm not sure... after the last NDE, which I did to myself in my own head(no substance abuse involve, just uncertainty, and not being able to understand why these pll who once meant so much to me could behave how they did, i didn't understand then, but now i understand completely)

each day for me is like, u know how they go about, when you're close to death and you see your life flashing before your eyes. each day all these memories come back so clearly to me now. and some of these memories come more then others. my senses are much more perked that i feel so observant and pick up on every little movement, emotion, detect a lot in human behavior especially. a soul(i'd like to refer to him as penguin, nemesis of the joker) had quite put me off commenting here(doesn't mean i can't read still).

hv not had much time tho, more and more things i hv to deal with, a third child to look after. my wrong decision of being kind now i have to pay the price. he and she are still at it, he is bad mouthing me to all the gov depts here and she is stalking the s*i* out of me, she is an ex member of the force. i hv been blocking her where i can but she still emails me. i don't know wat to do.. i ignore. CSO yest came and told me that he is telling them to becareful with me :(. I hv 2 weeks with DIAC, so much work.. tbc

hv so many comm to go to and lodge complaints now. now enough time, too many things and priority is securing out future.
they are watching my every move. i know from checking the stats on my websites. now i hv blocked everyone out. had a busy week with setting up my business and this so called manager at a very well known airline here sure pissed me off! on my fb i said he needs to go bk to uni and learn some business and ethics! thx to him i had to fork out 1k for his unprofessionalism. no worries, his subordinates complained about him too..no wonder some ppl don't like to go to work. they actually pleaded wt me to complain about him, which i hv to syd head office(more work there for me now).anyway, it'll be better for them as mrdick is new n very cocky n no one likes him. so i shall take it upon my duty to teach him a nice lesson:)hopefully he will conduct himself with more dignity and not lose his job.

help who ever i can, too many around me right now and when i choose to spend time with them sometimes i have not enough time to work on my own things. i don't want anyone to know what i am going through coz i so dislike being a whiner. so get plenty of smiles everyday n making more friends. not happy with the kids and my future being under control by DIAC tho. fingers cross, i shall be quite busy the next 2 weeks.

UOG:"Why did you not give me..a little credit for the help I gave you?”hv you not realize by now that our world is controlled by greed, power, selfishness, jealousy, revenge. we know better, so we forgive.

am sorry but whenever you refer to the bible, i cannot quote u, as the bible has not existed for that long. i do believe there is a lot of good teachings in there but still strongly oppose to religion, as it is a big reason why we hv all split up, and are fighting amongst ourselves.

i wonder if equality will ever be achievable in our lifetime. just by observing OLO, i see they still choose to argue and pick on each other, one thinking they are better then the other. dat they are right and someone else is wrong. most of them hv no peace in themselves. the modern world diseases has influence many.

everything dat has happened in history, has happened for a reason. the reason is today, the reason is now, for our future. the growing number of the ones dat are fighting bk is proof enough. not everyone is just sitting bk and watching the show...

the words god, religion, believes, countries, politics, rules, laws, how long hv these existed? before this, it was all spirits, language was not dat developed then. they trusted their instincts as that is all they knew. there was no outside influence to corrupt them.

UOG: i wish you would not talk about death and suicide the way you do. we are all given one life, in this body, this mechanical vehicle that is controlled by our brain. when our body is worned out, sick, then our spirit leaves it, and usually gets into another form. the memories hardly ever stays, but then again, how can we feel deja vu? i've experience that too many times. you are only half way through your life, and still hv a long way to go.. it is a growing and learning process. forgive those who have hurt you, and know that you are better then them. u seem to know your purpose here, but there are better ways to practice that.

the unlucky unsettled spirits are the ones lingering around, haunting people. i haven't figure dat one out yet. just heard a really good ghost story about this spirit who has lingered around with the same person since young.. also other spirits is death valleys, still stuck there.. unable to move on to the other realm. they are awaiting justice. for whatever has happened to them.

there are so many good spirits i see everyday, in all forms, the humans are the ones that are the most corrupted. mostly lost as we agree. i see them, i feel their pain, but how much can i do? i think i am doing enough.. i still hv many years to keep helping those in need of guidance, and i can only help those who wants to be help.

btw: i still want my phone bk! it's been taken since my first post n they are coming up with ridiculous reasons why they can't give it bk! when i hv more time i am heading to CMC.. apology needed. hhrmmpphh! wat nonsense!

jinny..the bible has been arround..long enough
ok..not in english..till thomas bacon translated it
into its current format

but long enough..to be a teaching-aid..
along with so many..other texts..

its used by those..*in control..to keep control
thats enough reason..to take it seriously

anyhow..back to finnishing off..
the last..of the quotes

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http://forum.onlineopinion.com.au/thread.asp?discussion=4008&page=0

Ask God to reveal Himself to you....and THROUGH you
Ask God..to manifest Himself..in your heart..and your WORKS

not just your words
comming via unclean lips

..before you leave the broad road..of Experience
for the narrow road of Reason...[love grace/mercy..to all..even thyself]

When you get..on the narrow road..[living/loving/grace/mercy..FOR-givness..
you will feel happy..and contented,..and you come into the Glory of the Infinite.

There all is beautiful...There is no selfishness. The narrow
road is only for Love, Kindness, Knowledge and Wisdom of God.

you can only get
by giving...it begins..with FOR-giving..

The Christians..buddists..athiests..mahamoudians..even jew
look for God outside;..

WHEN..we need look for God..within ourselves..FIRST..

Within ourselves..not with-out..

we look for the Great Spirit...not..with the eye of the material
but the minds eye..of love for other...within us all

We do not have NEED for..so many creeds and dogmas,
and..so many religious speculations...We do not have to speculate..*for we now;know...

One gets the truth..in one way,
another gets it via one another,..

and so they go,..
all divided,..nothing definite...nor definative..

People must change,..for they have had enough..*of dogmas.
Let them get more of their..Wisdom direct from the good of God,
on the narrow road of Reason,season..and compassion..and find themselves.
via our OTHER selves..

When they have
found themselves,to be in our sameness
they will have no sorrow and no unhappiness,about our differences
because they will be happy with finding more about how infinite is the Love of God.

When we love God..they will love others...see our differences,
seing that all comes from good of god.. for they cannot keep it..to themselves.

good so loves to share
You want your friends..to love God with you.
You want them to see the glory of God...within you as you see him within them

We never saw such a thing..as you Christians call The Devil;

Nor have those..in the dark realms..we call it Selfishness and Ignorance.
darkness where god gives only light..fear where good gives only love..
war where god only peace..death where god gives only life..

Find yourself now...If you do not
you will have to stop here,..stop there..and continually stop..everywhere.
When you have..all that beautiful/good/true.. knowledge all is happiness.

You must experience this feeling
*within yourself..before you can teach it to others.

This is the Religion of the Eskimos.
I was a Medicine Man on earth, and I was also a teacher.
Eskimo Movilia was the one that came to me and wanted me to say to you what he
wishes to say.

I have only repeated what he..great spirit]..told me to say.
We have no wars. We try to live as near Nature and the Great Spirit as we can. We
are not a pretty people, and we do not have so much changing as you do in dress. We
have our beauty within us. Prettiness is only skin deep, so we do not care.

The Christian has to be awakened through suffering and trouble.
Then you begin to look for what is called the truth.

You think that Jesus died for your sins.
He could not,
and He did not.

The sins that are committed now
are many more than when He was on earth.

Many things have been discovered that were not known then,
so how could he die for something that was not known?..I think that is very strange.

God made us..and He knew.When you find Good within..yourself you cannot..do wrong..

bring..his good out.

You sing..and are happy,..and happiness is something..we all want.
We had..one man come to us..and preach...

He..took away with him..one of..the best men
we..had..and tried to bring him up..with your Christians.

He returned to us..a ruined man,,full of diseases.
We do not have such diseases,..because we live up to
the highest..laws of Nature.